Spring is so therapeutic, even when you're surviving deep losses.
As pure as can be - these backlit cherry blossoms make my heart sing. There's just something so sublime about sunlight filtering through petals. Here are a few more shots from my yard.
So, how am I doing with the process of losing the love of my life? I'm slowly healing. I'm staying positive. I'm letting the beauty of spring buoy me up. I know it will take forever. But having a loving family to support me makes all the difference in the world. And of course, having my dog, Biscuit. He is with me 24/7 and is such a comfort.
We discovered that the old invisible fence we had for 12 years for Balto and Amber is still functioning! So Biscuit is in training. He's doing well, but his "chase the ball" instincts are still stronger than his aversion to the flags. And he does NOT like those flags, most particularly the sound that comes when he gets close. He cried the two times it happened! (he didn't get shocked at all, just horrified at the sound that came from his collar, poor little guy!)
I'm working on updating For Keeps: a green marble mystery. In it, Sam's wife, Rachel, is murdered, and he has to go back in time to reverse it. But the weird part is how I wrote about Sam's loss so explicitly without having really lost my wife. Now it all feels too familiar. It's hard to work on this part, but I'm pushing through. In the book, Sam gets her back again. I wish it were true in my life...
I'm sharing another eBook for free this week. It happens to be one of my favorites - set in Brewster on Cape Cod. It's the third book in the Paines Creek Beach love story series and can easily be read as a standalone. But there's much more than a typical "love story" in this - I couldkn't help but keep the mysteries and the suspense out of it. ;o) Help yourself and let me know what you think of it!
FREE EBOOK FRIDAY MAY 3RD THROUGH TUESDAY MAY 7TH.
***Winner of the 2016 Best Indie Book Award, romance category***
THE SEADOG: A PAINES CREEK BEACH LOVE STORY
A mysterious man with no past, a troubled young woman running from hers…and a powerful love that may heal them both.
Scout Vanderhorn has lost her mother, her home, and all hope of security. In a desperate bid to escape her abusive stepfather, she travels to a seaside mansion on Cape Cod in search of the real father she never knew—and finds a secret sister who welcomes her into the family, troubles and all. But it’s not long before trouble comes looking for Scout.
Unaware of his past, or even his own name, Jack Remington is lost. He spends his days scavenging for survival and compulsively searching the seas in his battered old kayak. At night, alone in his beach cave, he’s haunted by nightmares. But from the moment he glimpses Scout, a powerful connection is forged that begins to bring him back from the brink.
Neither expects to fall for the other, but Scout and Jack can’t deny their explosive mutual attraction. Can this love remake a broken man and save a woman with nothing to lose…before the past drowns them in the oncoming storm?
Set on beautiful Cape Cod, The Seadog is a story of trauma and redemption, of mysteries and revelations -- and above all, the incredible power of love.
FREE EBOOK FRIDAY MAY 3RD THROUGH TUESDAY MAY 7TH.
THE SEADOG: A PAINES CREEK BEACH LOVE STORY
The Seadog audiobook will be given away to four lucky winners at this event. Just show up and comment to be eligible! This book is narrated by hugely talented Gwendolyn Druyor - you'll love hearing all the different voices she does!
From our wonderful audiobook event group leader, the award winning author and artist, Uvi Poznansky. "A select group of authors has joined forces with me To bring you amazing stories, beautifully narrated. Looking for your new favorite story? Join us as a GOING guest In this Mother’s Day celebration For a chance to win our audiobooks: |
It's been gorgeous weather here in the Finger Lakes region of NY. Today it's going to 80! On May 3rd! I love it.
Allison and I got the peas planted yesterday and we bought our annuals for the porches. I love the colors and fragrances! We are excited about potting them today.
Let me know how you're doing when you can.
Bless you all,
Aaron Lazar
PS You know I love hearing from you. Write if you like, and if you have thoughts about any of the books above, please let me know!
aaron.lazar@yahoo.com
2 comments:
Thank you for sharing these beautiful photos of your garden—the backlit cherry blossom shots are absolutely breathtaking! It’s inspiring to hear how you’re finding comfort in nature, family, and sweet Biscuit during such a tough season of loss. Processing grief through your writing must be both emotional and powerful. Also, thanks for offering The Seadog as a free eBook! Looking forward to diving into Jack and Scout's story, it sounds like a Hot N Spicy mix of romance and mystery. Sending you warmth and light as you continue to heal.
Hi Aaron,
Thank you for sharing such a poignant update. Those photos of the backlit cherry blossoms are absolutely stunning, and it’s heartening to see how nature, your family, and sweet Biscuit are helping you find light and comfort during such a difficult season of loss. It’s remarkable, and heartbreaking, how life can echo our own writing in unexpected ways, but I hope working through your manuscript brings a bit of solace as well.
Also, poor Biscuit with the invisible fence training! My brother had a similar experience when setting up a boundary near his workshop—he was using heavy-duty equipment like his Strongarm Welding tools, and the sudden sharp metal clangs scared his puppy just like those fence collar beeps! They sure are sensitive souls, but I’m glad he’s doing well otherwise.
Congrats on The Seadog promotion! Cape Cod is such a perfect backdrop for a mystery-romance. Wishing you continued healing and peace this spring.
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